What I felt :(

Its started within a day in 2010, I was got a big test from HIM.
A thousand feeling, its hard to explain.
And now,
Day after day and time was passed away.
I was 20 now.
In 2011, I went to college.
after stayed at home for a long time (BORING tahu?)
having a study now, to get diploma at least.
I did my own decision.
I went to class, did assignment, haved many friends, haved fun with them.
Having a life likes others people that same age to me.
Sometimes, I felt give up, but I said "I must be strong".
Sometimes, I felt want to crying a lots, but I try to not cry.
And sometimes, I felt likes lost something, I tried to find its.
But I didn't know what I try to find.
I haved my happy family and friends.
I still have them.
I prefer to laugh everyday to make myself happy.
Being my life to be more better and meaningful.